Katherine Edgren

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If Only Mozart Could Cover it

I’m slid into the mouth of the beast
like a drawer in the morgue.
Is that my heart I hear?
Or the heart of an expensive hungry machine?

On my back, eyes masked, soft plugs squashed into ears,
I’m in a tiny tomb
with a headset piping in music of my choice.
Music that tries to trick me into thinking         I’m someplace else.

But the Nachtmusik is too Kleine to hear
over sharp nails pounding the lid of this cold coffin.
A jackhammer shows up         another         another
a blight of them

each pitched higher         louder         louder
aggressively driving         fistfuls of sound         buffeting
breaking through         soft folds of my brain
to slice microscopically thin sections.

A snare drum leads a plague of low flutes
in this grinding parade.
Pulsing perfectly in time         pitched         sounds bounce off
like ping pong balls

as the synthesized tempo prompts
twitching
but the more I move, the longer I’ll have to stay
in this living tube         this submersible
this whale belly.

And now         I’m inside the guts of a double bass
plucked notes glissando-ing,
in the center         of a jazz combo,
surrounded by         thrumming         dissonant         techno-disco.

At last, the finale. Masked ones glide me into open air.
I uncover ears and eyes, plunge into eloquent silence.
Next time, I’ll choose Mahler
or Sousa.

Katherine Edgren has two books of poetry, Keeping Out the Noise (Kelsay Books) and The Grain Beneath the Gloss (Finishing Line Press), plus two chapbooks, Long Division and Transports. Her work has appeared in journals including Coe Review, Birmingham Poetry Review, Light, Orchards Poetry Journal, and Third Wednesday. Katherine is a former Ann Arbor City Council member. Her past work includes heading up a Department at University Health Service and serving as a Project Manager for Community Action Against Asthma, a participatory and intervention research project through the School of Public Health, both at the University of Michigan. She’s a retired social worker who lives in Dexter, Michigan.